A lot has happened in my life in this past month and it means that I haven't had time to sit down and write about how I am feeling and what I want to get off of my chest. Luckily I have still been writing in my journal so I haven't been bottling everything up, but through it all, it has meant that this space of mine has been neglected.
I won't bore you with the details of what has happened, but long story short I have lost many friends who I thought I would never lose and now don't really have anyone who I can turn to. I'm getting through it but it's made my anxiety and depression come back like a brick wall.
On a positive note, I got the appointment through for my initial assessment, so hopefully, I am going to get some help towards my mental health which will make me feel like I am being taken seriously rather than attention seeking which it has all felt like in the past.
I'll keep you updated.