Today is Wednesday, and on Monday I had a bad night. During Monday night, I wrote a small note on my phone which I am going to write on here so 1. I can delete it off my phone and 2. still have it as a memory to look back on.
"I'm out of tears. I'm out of blood. I'm done with people. Just as I think I'm getting along again it all fucks up and I'm back at square one. My head can't take it anymore my thighs can't take it anymore I don't know what I am meant to do I can't trust anyone in my life I can;t conform to anyone in my life I don't know what to do anymore other than die as that's my only way out."
I know the grammar and everything is wrong but I typed this in a rush during panicking and that was the last of my concern; so sorry about that.